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untitled [17 Aug 2003|01:21am]
everyone....

delete me from your friends list, ok?

no subject [16 Aug 2003|02:40am]
[ mood | no mood, really ]

I don't know who you think you are, but...

your death awaits you, nobody man. so come and get it...

'cause I'll give it. and you'll love it.

fuck that guy. fuck him.
I've seriously had it. There will be blood somehow.
I promise you that. you think I'm kidding?
it takes alot to push me over the edge.
But I just fell off the cliff.

I can be overcome by hate like this?
I must be so weak.
what a great person I am.


YGTDSIP
Love, Matt.

-edit-
(the next morning) ...
yeah, I'm nuts.

just wasting time [15 Aug 2003|08:31pm]
[ mood | bored ]

man tonight sucks. I felt like boozing up but I guess I won't. Spending money on something you pour into your body is kind of stupid. unless you are like dehydrated and about to die or something. I've known people who drink alcohol when they're thirsty. That's disgusting. You don't drink a beer when you're thirsty. You save those for later when you kick back and relax and shit. hmm.

so today I actually did some housework. Well I didn't do to much, haha. I only washed some dishes, but that's more than I usually do. I don't know why we don't have a dishwasher anyway. Isn't this like 2003? Man, we are behind on times or something.

I was contemplating pulling out the ol' skateboard again today. but in the end I said fuck it. Haven't skated in a year. No reason to start again.

well. I have nothing important to say. I'm just trying to kill some time.

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thursday [14 Aug 2003|02:41pm]
[ mood | accomplished ]

well, today is thursday. Probably won't be much longer now. Heh.

I just got back from wal-mart with my brother. I figured out that I needed to be lifting heavier weights now, so I went and bought some more weightage to stick on my bar and shit. As we were waiting to check out there was this chick in the other line staring in our direction. Then we started to debate on who she was diggin' on. Probably my brother because she looked more around his age. Sometimes I feel like an old man. Ha. I'm twenty-one. I guess that is sort of old when it comes to certain things.

oh well. Today is thursday and I'm glad.

LiveJournal Haiku!
Your name:hidden_dragon
Your haiku:get something he
wow kristen is the best so
i haven't been up
Username:
Created by Grahame


... what the? the name "kristen" was in my haiku. that's cool as shit.
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that's right! I DO. [13 Aug 2003|04:45pm]
[ mood | accenty ]

killerofcreation = me
suong is a robot = suong, obviously.

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killerofcreation: check it out. i just made another love song.
killerofcreation: i'm gonna make you listen to this one. you'll love it.
killerofcreation: come on listen to it!!!!
suong is a robot: ooooook
killerofcreation: do you hear it now?
suong is a robot: yeah
killerofcreation: oh yeah, better send it first.
suong is a robot: its amazing
suong is a robot: haha
killerofcreation: hey, fuck you
killerofcreation: haha
killerofcreation wants to send file C:\My Shared Folder\ya.wav.
killerofcreation: you'll love this, suong.
killerofcreation: you'll fucking love this.
killerofcreation: i'll be your god after this.
killerofcreation: just to clear the air.... it's not about anyone in particular. i was just being myself.
killerofcreation: tell me how much you love it when you hear it.
suong is a robot: heh alright
suong is a robot received C:\My Shared Folder\ya.wav.
suong is a robot: wow
suong is a robot: thats awesome
suong is a robot: hahaha
suong is a robot: you have the greatest accent ever.

later on she revealed to me that she saved the file and masturbated while listening to it over 27 times in a 30 minute time period.

I DO have the GREATEST accent EVER.

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Another entry... [11 Aug 2003|12:07am]
[ mood | bored ]

Another pointless entry brought to you by boredom.

Today's been pretty stupid. Not for any particular reason. I just could've done with out it. I did nothing productive at all. I sat around playing my ps2 and drinking practically all day. I managed to drink a liter and a half of vodka, so I was pretty messed up earlier. Sorry to say that I've sobered up already. Pfft. The last time I drank a liter of vodka I passed out in my bathroom. So I must be slowly becoming immune.

I might break the ol' skateboard out tomorrow. Weather permitting, of course. I haven't even stood on a skateboard in over a year. I'm sure I'm a little rusty, but it never takes me long to get it back. Damn, I'm actually talking about skating. I must be bored. My board is practically brand new. I bought it like, 2 days before I decided to give it up. My wheels are so old and so haggard. But that's how I like'em. I like small filed down wheels. My trucks have been grinded all the way through too. So I wouldn't be surprised if they snap on me. I probably won't even go skate, ha.

My mom tried putting up some wallpaper in my room, for some ungodly reason. Safe to say that was a huge disaster and funny too. Wish I would've thought to get it on video. That was the ugliest wallpaper I've ever seen anyway.

What else, hmm... oh yeah. I've had a bug bite on my right forearm going on 3 weeks now. What's with this shit? What the hell bit me? A tarantula? And it had to have bitten me in my sleep. Otherwise I would've felt it. Because it looks like it was painful. Don't be alarmed if I start morphing into something crazy, or something. That would rule.

I have nothing else to say.
This sucks. I'm lonely. Miss you.

Goodnight. :(

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Hmm.. [10 Aug 2003|04:14pm]
[ mood | worried ]

I'm kinda worried about something. I don't know if I should be or not, but worrying is my nature. I guess I shouldn't think about it too much, and just wait and see. Assumptions are never cool. So, I'll just stick it out.

I miss you.

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surprised to still be here. [09 Aug 2003|12:07am]
[ mood | tired ]

Good God. I need to make some more friends. These imaginary guys just aren't working out. I'm bored as shit, but happy to be writing this. Surprised to be writing this also. Kyle was over today and he about set fire to my computer. Kyle's pretty cool. He works outs, so he's alright in my book. Nothing else is going on.... what a shock. Still working on Blood Omen 2, trying to beat it and shit.

Btw, I'm only posting this for your benefit, Kristen. Ha. Just letting you know what I was up to while you were away. You know I live a pretty boring life. Aside from the working out and boxing, of course. Which reminds me... I worked out for about 5 and a half hours today. So, I'm beat, heh. So, I'm going to take off now.

G'night, K. I hope you're having fun.

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Someone, anyone..... [08 Aug 2003|01:31am]
my new s/n is killerofcreation

someone IM my ass. seriously. i'm so g'damn bored.
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Ahh [07 Aug 2003|08:41pm]
This hate makes me feel sick to my stomach. Like I'm going to puke, like I'm going to make blood. Like I want and NEED to make pain. AHAHAHAHA. The distance is killer. No one should ever disrespect me. No one should disrespect anyone. But I'll stop talking, and let the cuts on my hands speak louder than these pitiful words.

I going to miss K, but I'll survive. That's what I do... survive. Always by the skin of my teeth. Always running from something. But apparently, I'm still alive. So, I guess I'll squeak through the cracks one more time. Yeah, I will.

Damn. I'm doing that thing where I don't make sense again, aren't I? But to me, I'm making perfect sense.

2, always 2. HA, I'm dead. P.S. FUCK OFF. Not any of you. Whoever you are.

Dude... [06 Aug 2003|11:41pm]
[ mood | vampiric ]

I went to Valley View with my brother and bought Blood Omen 2 today. It's my new favorite game, damnit. I want to be a vampire. Not one of those fake gothic music people. But a real vampire... with killer fangs, incredible strength and inhuman speed! Muhahaha. I should go outside and provoke a vampire bat into biting me, or something.

Oh... yeah, not up to much. Just living.

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[05 Aug 2003|12:54am]
Please don't say that you gave up.
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Hmm, let's see... [02 Aug 2003|06:12pm]
[ mood | lazy ]

Not much has happened today. What a surprise, huh? I woke up and talked to Kristen for awhile. That was really cool, heh. My parents got back from Harrisonburg about 15 minutes ago. My mom brought me a shitload of rice. Haha, yes! I guess the rice and water regimen will happen after all. There's nothing much to do today. I'm feeling lazier than ever. I'm going to go watch an episode of Yu Yu Hakusho then workout. I haven't worked out in a few days. Which is probably good. It's no use to work out with your muscles in an overworked state. Not if you're looking for muscle growth anyway. Still helps with burning calories and fat, of course. But I'm not a fitness expert, heh. Well, ciao, dawg.

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Haha. [01 Aug 2003|03:12pm]
[ mood | laughy ]

Oh man. My mom's got a mean streak in her. That she does. Some of those Jehova's witnesses, or whatever they are called, came by my house this morning AGAIN. I don't like them. I think they are rude. They try to force their opinions on you, and get upset if you say no. So my mom saw them pull up, and she got up and just shut the door in their face. Even I'm not that mean. I just tell them that I'm not interested, and I have my own beliefs. But she just snuffed them out, haha. Guess that goes to show you, everyone has a mean streak.

I played Soul Reaver 2 for an hour and a half this morning. That game rules. There's alot of dialogue in it though. Which sometimes pisses me off. But it's great. My brother needs to buy Blood Omen 2. ( sweet ass picture of Raziel )

Thanks for the fried rice recipe, Kristen. :) I'll let you know if it works out, heh.

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I have no friends. [31 Jul 2003|02:31pm]
I only have a few good friends, and I hardly even talk to them ever. I'm a really sad sight. These few people on my "friends" list... I don't even know them. Oh well. Hey, this is kind of stupid to post about. But really... what else do I have to say? I live one hell of a boring life. Filled with only blood, sweat and muscle. I don't live for much. But the few things I do live for are worth it.

This was fucking stupid.
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The hike. [28 Jul 2003|11:10pm]
[ mood | alive, i suppose. ]

The hike was cool. It wasn't as long as I had hoped, but I'm kind of glad. Because I'm all sore and shit now. My pack was really heavy. When I got to the top and took it off, I felt light as a feather. It was cool. Uh, that's all. Pfft.

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Dildos are really funny. [27 Jul 2003|08:42pm]
[ mood | content ]

My grandparents just left. That sucked! I hate family things. Guess I'm not too close with my family. I don't hate them or anything. I just don't like family gatherings. Ugh. I didn't work out too hard today, because I'm trying to rest up for my hike tomorrow. I'm going up that mountain with full gear, heh. It's going to rock. I've already packed the weights into my bag, so I'm ready to go. I'll probably about have a heart attack, but it's good training. :) I think I'm going to double my protein intake. I don't want to take in too much though. Because to much is actually bad, it can make your muscles soft... I just need to find the right amount. I don't know why I'm talking about this. I guess I'll jet now.

<3 K.

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Hi. [27 Jul 2003|12:07am]
[ mood | sympathetic ]

I just realized that I never make meaningful posts. This time I will...

I feel depressed. I don't really even have a reason to. I get angry over stupid little things. It's a really sad site. I'd hate to be you guys, the ones who have to see me. I usually get over these things by now, but this one's sticking with me. I'm sure I'll be fine after a good nights sleep. Today has been really rough on me. Especially in a physical way. I'm always pushing myself as hard as I can. It's been like this for too long. But if you want to box, you have to pay the price. I don't even want to talk about my match. It was horrible. I can't believe how bad some of these fighters are. I'm not trying to brag or anything. If I wanted to brag, I would... trust me. But I almost felt sorry for that kid. Ah, who am I kidding? I don't feel sorry.

I thought this was going to be meaningful, guess not...
Oh well. Oh, and I took this crap off that friends only crap.

I love you, Kristen. <3

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I AM THE KILLER. [26 Jul 2003|06:48pm]
[ mood | enraged ]

Wish me luck.

I'm so mad. This guy is certainly going to get something he never expected.

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Wow [24 Jul 2003|01:50pm]
[ mood | loving ]

Kristen is the best.

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